HOPE...THE FUEL TO KEEP ONE GOING

Off late i've been trying to keep my cool towards the circumstances that life has given me. No matter how bad things get i still have hope for the unknown. I may voice out my distress in a not so subtle way (damn i curse like a sailor), but deep down i still hope and pray for success in all aspects of my life. Esp love, coz i've failed miserably in this area. The cold hearted act I put up is an armour to fight life's battles. I'm still HOPEFUL..!

ANGER...DAMN THIS ANGER!

Today things started off slow. The usual office stuff, but then i was reminded that anger leads to childish behaviour and dumb decisions. My boss' mood has been testy the whole wk. At this time u beta do exactly wat he says, no matter how silly or a phone may be thrown at u! yeah, it's like that. Fuck, how anger can destroy one....I'm trying hard to get rid of my anger coz i really don't want to end up as a Naomi Campbell wannabe! LESSON LEARNT!

THE BEGINNING

For starters, am your average human being, with basic emotions and needs, trying to make it this world. Had an epiphany when i took a shot called Brain Damage and it has changed my life, both good and bad. From the first time i took it (no matter how crazy it got), i made a decision to live only for myself and look forward to success. However, i somehow lost my sweet and caring nature. Now this is where my life begins....will i succeed?