MAYBE I WAS CRAZY.....

Have u ever met someone who was a 'soul mate' dream come true? I did. Met him last year but i decided not to pursue him since he was too good to be true. He's HOT...ooh his gorgeous smile. This year i dared myself and told him how i felt (Phewks). He was so nice about turning me down and blamed it on his career....he didnt have time to date anyone. We started chatting, which was great, but as usual somethin always goes wrong.....to be continued.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT: THE HUMAN PSYCHE.

Of late, tragedies have befallen our country. An oil tanker had an accident and left stranded by the road side. A few hours didn't pass when 300 people had gathered to take the oil. Little did they know that someone would light a match and kill over 100 and 100 left seriously injured. Question is, what was going on in his head? And more seriously, is it Poverty, or are Kenyans so desperate for FREE things to the point that they risk Death? THINK!

HOPE...THE FUEL TO KEEP ONE GOING

Off late i've been trying to keep my cool towards the circumstances that life has given me. No matter how bad things get i still have hope for the unknown. I may voice out my distress in a not so subtle way (damn i curse like a sailor), but deep down i still hope and pray for success in all aspects of my life. Esp love, coz i've failed miserably in this area. The cold hearted act I put up is an armour to fight life's battles. I'm still HOPEFUL..!

ANGER...DAMN THIS ANGER!

Today things started off slow. The usual office stuff, but then i was reminded that anger leads to childish behaviour and dumb decisions. My boss' mood has been testy the whole wk. At this time u beta do exactly wat he says, no matter how silly or a phone may be thrown at u! yeah, it's like that. Fuck, how anger can destroy one....I'm trying hard to get rid of my anger coz i really don't want to end up as a Naomi Campbell wannabe! LESSON LEARNT!

THE BEGINNING

For starters, am your average human being, with basic emotions and needs, trying to make it this world. Had an epiphany when i took a shot called Brain Damage and it has changed my life, both good and bad. From the first time i took it (no matter how crazy it got), i made a decision to live only for myself and look forward to success. However, i somehow lost my sweet and caring nature. Now this is where my life begins....will i succeed?